Today it’s been three days. Three days since I learned my father died at 6:08 AM on January 20th, 2016

The obituary is complete. I hope I honored him well.

The funny thing is the world is continuing to revolve around us. I saw people today drinking their Starbucks coffee. And I thought to myself “how dare you enjoy your goddamn Starbucks coffee my father just died.”

The flowers keep coming and they’re beautiful. But one day the flowers will stop coming, The cards will stop coming, the visitors will stop coming, and everything for them will go back to normal.

Nothing will ever be normal for me ever again.

My dad is dead.