My dad died today.

My Brother called me early this morning to tell me my dad died.

I always knew this day would come. But I never expected it to happen like this.

My dad is dead.

I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.

I don’t have a father anymore.

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We spoke today. My dad did die today. I can’t even put my thoughts and feelings together because my brain is glad he is free of the Alzheimer’s riddled body, and my heart is more swollen with pain than I thought, knowing this day was fast approaching.

Where is he? Can he see me? Can he feel how sorry I am I disappointed him? Does he see how good I am though? Does he see how much I love him, so much that I am happy for him on his new adventure? I might get used to losing a limb but I can tell, no matter what, I will never be “used” to missing him. I just will. Always. Even while I’m having fun.

I will slowly get through your blog. This one post was enough for today. Thanks for writing it.

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I’m sorry for your loss of your dad, but he wont be gone, he is here watching over you waiting for your time.

I lost my dad October October 18 2016 from Cancer, he was only 57 years old.

Dad, If your watching me type this, I miss you, and I love you
I will always remember you like you were here and I know your waiting for my arrival
Dad, I’m sorry for all the mistakes I have made ill never feel the same
I forgive you, Will you forgive me?

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